Life in a Fish Bowl

by Forre Sterra

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1.
Watch the cars come night and day, as doorman in Redondo Bay Their wax shining like first snowflakes falling on Christmas Day Business men playing their games, over a glass of chardonnay While I’m sleeping under the bridge on Queens Way Tell me dreams are a truth, in the city of angels For as long as your star burns bright Dreams are a truth, but as soon as you’re old news Better take the high road, before you get stuck in its holes Lit up the stage few years ago, me and my mates were always on the road The nights a haze of women and wine in a different place I flushed my money down the drain, on old guitars and acid rain Now I’m fishing the garbage for scraps and takeaways Dreams are a truth, in the city of angels For as long as your star burns bright Dreams are a truth, but as soon as your old news Better take the high road, before you get stuck in its holes
2.
Mary Jane 03:47
You sit across me on the bus at half past eight Drawing a smile on my face as I walk in the morning rain I stay at college late to see you leave with him Can solve all math from the books but still can’t solve the pain Inside, it festers in my brain But I hope that you know that wherever you go I long to be walking beside you Cause deep down below I hope I can show That I’m not gonna throw this love away Oh Mary Jane Another day at the office passed in vain Sip another cup of tea, bring in a new class again Sometimes I think I see her sitting in the front bench Making notes, each letter filled with dreams Sometimes I think these feelings don’t belong to me But I hope that you know that wherever you go I long to be walking beside you Cause deep down below I hope I can show That I’m not gonna throw this love away Oh Mary Jane But I hope that you know that wherever you go I long to be walking beside you But deep down below I know I can’t show That I love you forever and ever Oh Mary Jane
3.
There are storms and silent fights Drowning my head and I Sail on and crash into Problems that sleep Half awake In my mind In my mind Cause you don’t like the weight of the world on your shoulders You don’t like the weight of the world on your shoulders Leeches on my neck They paint my dreams back to black Till there is nothing left to wake up for And make dawn break A new light A new light Cause you don’t like the weight of the world on your shoulders You don’t like the weight of the world on your shoulders
4.
In the coldest winter storm in years she scraped ice from her window Every breath drew circles on the icy frozen glass She gazed at the trees as snow raged through the skies With slight unease it creeped up in her eyes As she went downstairs and made herself some tea The man in her backyard got up from his knees He’d been watching her for days in the shelter of his car Seen her tread through the corridors in her dressing gown Like an eagle he had spotted every weakness from afar Like the basement window left unlocked in the yard As he snuck through the back he could hear her softly sing An old lullaby it sent shivers down his spine I had seen the cops go through the house on Hillsbury Lane When I got back home my parents told me with great pain That my brother was found guilty of murdering the girl That had lived there alone he’d done it for the thrill Since then late at night I see flashes in my head How he hits her again and again So is life, it takes for all it gives And being sorry doesn’t change a thing So is life now, it ends where it begins In the dark black ink It’s alright now she no longer feels a thing So why am I sorry for my brother’s sins It’s alright now soon we’ll all forget Till it happens again Until it happens again
5.
Evil Inside 03:06
Early one morning Went down to the pond Wisps of fog covered the reed Sat down at the banks and Cast out a line when her body Floated upstream Why, why How did she die Whose hands have sought her demise Lies, lies Trapped in their eyes Beware the evil that lurks inside They pulled her out of the water And with no one to claim her They buried her outside the church Father O’Connor Spoke a few words but no one Showed up to the service Lies, lies Burning inside Hands washed in holy disguise Cry, cry How desperate she cried Beware the evil that lurks inside When plowing the acres Found blooded boots And a crucifix with a name Father O’Connor Arrested in front of the town The streets filled with shame Fire, fire Burn him with fire Kill that rat at the stake Lies, lies For years he could hide So beware the evil that lurks inside
6.
Little Lois 03:24
You didn’t stop to say hello When our eyes met in the hall You lived upstairs on your own Never seemed to be someone But you fell for a life That you never could survive What am I ever supposed to do without you Little Lois Back then I didn’t know your name You never seemed to say Much of anything But at night the door would swing Strangers came and went Your screams pierced through my head What am I ever supposed to do without you Little Lois One day I came back from the store Found an ambulance at the door What am I ever supposed to do without you Little Lois
7.
We met during college time Made love in our dorm rooms at night Spoke vows in your hometown The years promised kids and house But it’s over now It’s all over now You always caught my tears Tamed my deepest fears Now you’re in a chair all day Staring your life away Do you know somehow? That it’s over now I’ll take the pain Even when you forget your name It’s hard to accept the truth This man’s nothing like you He’s nothing like you You started to mix up names Sometimes wouldn’t speak for days The doctors all had no clue Till he was beyond their cure Why do I wish somehow It’s all over now I’ll take the pain Even when you forget your name It’s hard to accept the truth But he’s nothing like you He’s nothing like you
8.
Lost Highway 05:21
Hello hello, is there anybody out there? In these plains of silvery dust Feel in my veins that life slowly drains away Ghastly eyes are lurking at me Hello hello, is there anybody out there? My lungs sear from the howling wind Darkness creeps in but I’m frozen like a sculpture The clouds weep burning stars for me Hello hello, is there anybody out there? The screams around me pierce my soul In the shadow stands a man with eyes like drones A smile that chills me to the bone I cry and I sleep I bleed and I weep for you I hold on for dear life I fight through the long night for you I crush and I crawl I rise and I fall for you Hello, hello is there anybody out there? Cause I’ve lost my way around Hello, hello is there anyone to fill the gap The big black hole that’s in my head
9.
When the med said he was afraid Our boy would’t last another day All life estranged derailed Confined to your bed all morning Our tears were hardly comforting The words we spoke hollow and broken Even though when you awake This life will bring you nothing Nothing but pain Oh please just learn to breathe Just learn to breathe for life In scenes I still recall How the play you staged would fall And earth she shattered down upon our heads Even though when you awake This life will bring you nothing Nothing but pain Oh please just learn to breathe Just learn to breathe for life Even though when you awake This life will bring you nothing Nothing but pain Oh please just learn to breathe Just learn to breathe for life
10.
The Call 02:32
When the call came You were dancing in the hallway You said: the mother picked our little home I didn’t know much, but I knew that I loved you That was all I felt I could do Through the snow we Rushed to the hospital The roads were shining like glass We missed the exit but I told her we’d make it That’s when the car hit and stars struck my eyes The child was born but Lost its new mother About an hour after that I stood in front of it and wished I could kill it If that would make her come back
11.
Love Again 04:55
Look at the way the wind blows In the same direction, as our time together hit the shore then dissolved You said we got tangled up in the same throes Now I’m sitting here in our bedroom with nothing to soothe these woes Love isn’t always on time It gets lost in a drawer But no matter how long, how far You will love again Sometimes I can hear your voice whisper In the echoes of my memories you said that we would always be Still wonder why I couldn’t make you crave me Why that ring on the table cloth is collecting dust untouched Love isn’t always on time It gets lost in a drawer But no matter how long how far You will love again

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released February 4, 2022

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Forre Sterra Helmond, Netherlands

Forre Sterra: an indie rock band with a passion for storytelling and depressingly catchy tunes. Avid tea drinkers & vinyl collectors. Sarcasm is underrated. Cats are fabulous, and slightly dangerous.

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